DAER LINGING (:

A's are over (:

2008-11-22T18:39:00.002+08:00

yay :D
don't feel like thinking any more about how much i screwed up my exams (or how much fats i gained in the process), and the possible need to retake the A's.
i'm just so relieved it's all over for now! :D
and please, just don't remind me about it :)

there's so so so many things i wanna do now!

2008-06-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

i miss, i miss, I MISS!! ):

havent blogged for quite a long while
so many things have happened.
too much, and im really lazy to blog.
well, the experience cannot be described by mere words.

anw, i kinda plan to abandon this blog alr.
need to change my focus now! :D

this post is really redundant cos i doubt there are actually anyone still reading this but in case you chance upon here, its hereby pronounced dead so dont bother coming back! :D

2007-09-23T00:36:00.001+08:00

i like the mugging sessions with Linda, Serene and a few others we usually study together with (:
haha. they never fail to cheer me up, thanks! ;D
Even though today's session wasnt exactly productive, i had the privellege of being fed meatball noodles by Linda ;D
It was delicious! And i for one do not fancy pork. Put the noodles and meatballs were yummy!
haha, it makes me feel like a glutton! =/
eating so much these days...
Sigh, getting real worried over promos, over many senseless things ):
1 more day to promos, jiayou and work hard everyone!
really hope none of us retain! can't imagine the next year without any of the 3 of you!

We are always walking. Except
"Sometimes we walk alone, Sometimes we walk together." (:
Heard this from a serial my mum watched. Meaningful ;D

2007-09-14T01:21:00.000+08:00

MJC does its wonders.
This is the first time i actually studied for exams.
Though it isn't enough, at least i did.
However, the mugging isn't quite done.
Amazingly, i spent the whole September "study break" mugging.
with the usual pple; Linda and her sister Serene, Hong han, Philip, En Chou, Ben and dont remember if there were more.
At least it was rather productive at times (:
Haha, i found this said by Philip really funny, "Welcome to MJC, the best 3 years of your life! (:"
Well, im really very very very afraid of screwing promos, and im afraid i would actually retain...... );
Plus, I started studying late, like monday of the study break.
And, that limited mugging is definitely inadequate =/
Really afraid, daunted and uncertain of what the future holds =/

Guess the stress is really getting at all of us.
Sigh. Thinking of J2 life makes me worried too.
Ah, stop thinking so much man.
As what i imagine Linda would say, just shut up and do your work. Thinking won't get you anywhere.
Oh well. continue mugging everyone!
JIAYOU! (:

Please let me get into the mugging mood again...

And, something random: IM GAINING LOADSA WEIGHT AGAIN!!! ); GRAH.

update; EI CLUSTER TRIP MT GUNUNG BELUMUT 2007; life lessons

2007-08-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Life's been busy. very busy indeed. For some 2 1/2 weeks or so a few weeks ago, I didn't even know why I go to school. Sleeping in lectures and tutorials, undone tutorials, unstudied tests, unrevised notes, busy rushing from place to place, and busy trying to escape every teacher's clutch.

Well, just glad that the National Day concert turned out quite alright i guess, though i didnt manage to catch it. Also extremely glad that the E1 cluster trip which was held on the 8th to 10th of August went on rather successfully! (:

Reached school at 6am (earliest time i ever reached MJC so far) on the 8th of August to find myself stuck outside school because the gate was still locked. Left school for Belumut at around 8am by coach.

GroupD instructors! ;DD

Anuja, me, ZhiWei and Farhan

P/S Anuja and ZhiWei is the shortest and tallest person in odac respectively! Cool eh? (:

After a meal at a different eating place from our first trip there, we continued on our journey to Belumut. There was a seat reallocation then, and the four of us ended up at the front.

For the rest of the bus ride, Ivan, Farhan, Kenneth, Mr Eric and me played a few rounds of tai tee (: After a rather lucky game, we moved on to Bridge. The pros then taught me and Mr Eric how to play Bridge. It's damn fun!! Mainly because of the fact that you may not lose even if you have a lousy deck of cards, and you may not win with an imba set of cards. Thats what makes it amazing ;D

finally (: After reaching the entrance, we took a couple of pictures, then walked to base camp and pitched our tents. Eugene gave a briefing, whilst Tammie allocated tasks.

GLs and AGLs supervised the SSS who were pitching their own tents whereas the other instructors pitched the instructor tents.

After pitching, we were allocated tents, dumped our bags in there, and then set off for a jungle surviving skills course by the trainers there. They showed us how they caught/trapped animals for food, how they built makeshift beds in the wild and how they cook in the jungle.

It was enriching too, because there were hands on experience for us. (Though it was a little more cool in Taman Negara probably because of the fact that they are Orang Aslis, and that we get to see their living conditions. Also, there was more time then, for them to teach us how to weave bracelets out of bamboo shavings, have a hands on practice of how to use their darts to shoot a target, teach us how they actually catch the animals, and build the makeshift shelters.)

The difference in the way they catch the animals for food is that in Taman Negara, the Orang aslis coat their handmade darts with a special poison that will only poison the small portion of the animal, around the spot where it was shot. This is so that the poison will not be spread to the rest of the meat. However, in Belumut, they most probably catch smaller animals alive, then continue breeding them till they get bigger in size, before killing it.

This is our trainer who taught groupD,E&F those jungle skills.

On his left is how they heat water using a plastic bag. It's so cool, he told us that plastic won't melt when there's water in it! Cool eh? ;D

On his right is the ambers for cooking eggs, rice etc. See the two bamboo thing standing by the ambers? There are rice inside! Water and rice will be poured into its hollow interior to a proportion of 1:1. Then when the rice gets sticky enough, in that it sticks to the surface of something else, it is ready for consumption (: This is so cool! He even let us sample the cooked rice. It wasn't bad at all, except that the bottom part thats closer to the ambers is softer than the upper part which was rather hard and grainy. The trainer told us that it hasn't been cooked for long enough. But we wanted to sample it ;D Haha.

On his right in the plastic bag is some damp mud which is used to cover the eggs. He demonstrated by taking a very thick layer of mud and wrapping it around the egg and then placing it on the ambers. The main purpose of covering with mud is that it is moist and hence there is some water in it, hence able to cook the egg. Someone (I think it's Ivan) also mentioned that this is also so that the egg will not explode as there is an air bubble in the egg, and the shell is brittle. When it is directly heated, the air bubble expands and the egg will explode. Below his right hand on the ground is the egg in mud he demonstrated for us. Amongst the ambers lie 2 ready cooked eggs which the trainer let us sample. It was DELICIOUS (: I must try this cool method some time..

Haha. anyway, in front of him is a termite nest (in the log). According to him, termites are a good source of protein. He let us sample that too. I didnt really like the thought of eating termites alive. But i'm very proud of Sebby for taking the initiative to try the termites! ;D It's still FOOD to him! Hahaha, as Anuja says, Sebby the Chubby! ;D So cute! Haha. The people who tried the termites said that it was salty..

After the "course" was a RIVER DIP (: followed by dinner. The SSS cooked maggi and canned food. Valarie was so sweet. She kept tending to the maggi all the while when we ate and even served it to us! and maggi dinner was quite yummy actually.

We had a rather long but insightful debrief that night, before going back to our tents to change, wipe ourselves with wet wipes, and pack our daypack for the climb the next day. Anuja and i were a little upset initially, because due to circumstances, i had to be sweeper for the hike. But it was alright without me i guess..

Woke up early the next day for the climb (: Was pleased to see my group being rather punctual. After a breakfast on rations and bread with nutella and tuna, we divided the rations to be put into all their bagpacks, then got ready for the climb. Since Zhiwei and Kynaston were not going to be climbing the mountain, they were tasked with a heavy responsibility of taking care of the passports and valuables. Lol!

After PT, Mr Eric briefed again on the importance of safety and showed us a scorpion that the teachers found.

Scary eh? It was considerably big and freaky...

Anyway, after the guides arrived, we set off in order of groups for the climb.

Bobo, Tammie, Kenneth, Mr Eric and me were the sweepers together with 2 guides as we proceeded with the hike. The pace was great, even faster than our first hike, but the terrain was much drier and less muddy and wet than our first time hiking Belumut.

It was nevertheless fun, and really an enriching experience of being a sweeper and how to motivate the SSS who fell back to join the strawberries. Being a sweeper is relaxing at times when we can rest as and when we like, and chat and take pictures whilst waiting. We also had the benefit of a lot of space as well as being able to enjoy and appreciate the surroundings. However, we had to catch up quite a large distance at other times as well as really motivate and accompany those SSS who were feeling weak and unwell.

It was really a great hike up, and we could chat along the way. (: However, i mostly listened as i didnt know how to speak hokkien. Can only understand it when it is being said. It was fun though. The other 4 sweepers (not inclusive of the 2 guides, because they definitely have to be fit) are thankfully, very fit (: Initially, we were very worried when there was slight rain at the exact same spot where it started raining during our first climb (checkpoint 3). However, the situation was not as bad and hence we were allowed to continue the hike to the real summit this time round! (:

Was really very glad we managed to reach the summit at such good timing too! ;D Managed to take a few pictures before heading down, before it got too late. It was fun during the trek down too! It was not as wet and slippery and it was quite a lot easier than the first time we trekked.

For the very last part of the hike, i was glad to be allowed to join my group, Dynamite! ;D It was indeed enjoyable and heartwarming to see them helping each other, eg Zul holding Valarie's hand and helping by providing support for quite a period of time. Also, Ardy and Sebby were really very good, perservering all the way, and giving their best shot. Shaun, however, kept running away. Rather upset when he didnt really show much concern and help to his weaker group mates, but instead tried to show how fit and "capable" he is. Partly because of his trying to show off, he swung a branch and refused to let go till the branch fell to the ground and pierced Jonathan's hand! It was really freaky and i really pity Jonathan as it was very obvious that the pain was really excruciating, yet he was very strong and did not complain. He didnt even show any sign of pain! Me and Anuja was pleased and touched at him not providing any extra trouble at all. He just continued the hike in pain. According to Farhan, the cut was very deep till his bone cound be seen. Ouch.

After that we went for another RIVER DIP (: and then prepared dinner, and got ready for campfire. Campfire was not that bad, except for the...fake fire? Haha. had debrief again till very late, before we hurried back to our tents for a thankful powder bath. ;D

The last day was basically the unpitching of tents, as well as the coach ride back with the stopover lunch at the previous food place from the first trip! (:

Upon reaching MJC, after settling some logistics, the SSS were dismissed to go home. I'm so glad to be part of DYNAMITE ;D and i will definitely miss the SSS!!!

DYNAMITE ;D cooking and cleaning up.

This was taken on the first day of expedition.

The 4 in orange in the middle are the groupD instructors. Haha, busy trying to eat finish the maggi...

Gerald's prominent "SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT" shirt. Haha. xD

DYNAMITE at checkpoint3 where it started drizzling...

I miss them and the SSS! ):

The river where we had our dip! ;D It was super shiok and it looked nicer than this... xDD

Overall, GREAT experience and i definitely loved it. I learnt a lot too, and it is definitely not (and will never be) a regret (:

I'm missing the SSS already, and im glad at how my group Dynamite improved over the week(s) (: Well deserving of the Most Improved Group! ;DD

Credits of the pictures go to Kenneth for taking it. (:

Havent gotten the other pictures yet, so no summit photo either!

Just wanted to add on, this busy period of time taught me many lessons i would never forget. I also managed to learn from a few great people who taught me various stuff and made major contributions (:

2007-07-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

what a week ;D

so far i think my class has gotten back the least no. of papers from mye.
we've only gotten back physics mcq and gp paper2.
both of them sucked horribly man.
results for physics mcq was 7/20 la. didnt feel that bad about it cos i tikumed the last 10 qns due to time constraint. but seeing the lecturers brief about the other qns i feel very scared about the section b and c cos you need to write the definitions and crap word for word which i cant remember if i had done so.
gp paper2's a disaster. i had 2nd lowest in class. 17.5/50 which is so ));
and gp 's very impt leh...i think my kor said if dont pass gp like cannot promote leh.
hais. very^infinity afraid about ... );

and PW. oh man stinky PW's a big headache.
feeling rather ... but dunno how to express it.
no wonder kor hated PW so much.
and i dont blame hh for being pissed.

had farewell bbq ytd.
it was rather enjoyable (:
i'll definitely miss all the seniors man, they're really great seniors!!!

today's duayi's wedding day.
woke up a little late at 7.10am =/
daddy drove his car(the bridal car) to uncle andy's house there at 7.45am so that he can drive to pick up the bridegroom, the bestman etc.
i had a very tough time outting on the contacts again cos my eyes seem to reject the lenses.
rather uncomfortable at times cos it felt a little sticky in my eyes.
i managed to survive the whole day without putting a single eye drop in my eye for the first time ever!
haha cos i forgot to bring the eye drops with me.
and the freaking heels was too high alr. i was practically on tiptoes the whole day la.
what a torture to walk up/down stairs!
mummy drove us and eni to popo house and we reached at ard 8.30am.
and to realise we werent late at all!
ahah then mummy went out again to pick jiu jiu and xiaoyi they all to popo house too.
the person who was supposed to do duayi's hair and make-up got lost and was late.
haha but she made duayi look pretty, so (:
jiu jiu is so pro. he made the kiddies' hair so woah!
ahaha.
then the bridegroom came at ard...10.30?
he kept complaining he was tortured, but in actual fact, i dont think so at all.
he got in EASY man.
he still went to tell kor, "after seeing how i was tortured, do you still want to get married?"
kor didnt really want to reply, he just smiled.
then kor said to me, "he wasnt even tortured at all la. compared to jiujiu, uncle andy, uncle zax they all, uncle meng's was considered nothing"
so true la!
oh and quite many of my long distant relatives came over from malaysia to attend the wedding.
so cool, i rarely/never see them in singapore. ;D
duayi forgot to buy the rose petals for the flowergirls, lol!
so xiaoyi and i went to buy the roses.
so cool, the roses looked so pretty!!!
ahah xiaoyi bought 7 roses for each of the 3 rose baskets.
so it was 7 7 7 again, so cool la! and the date's 070707.
ahah ;D
so cute, yuki kymie and niki were the flowergirls,
sean and xander the pageboys, just nice! ;D
they looked so cute!
however at the bedok luthedral church, i didnt recognize most of the people there.
i saw mr hon who was wearing the red meridian leaders shirt. lol.
the bestman told me abt him in popo house when i said i was from mjc.
the wedding was a very very simple one, and most of our entertainment was derived from xander's actions!
hahaha!
alot more to elaborate about the day but i really need to sleep le cos my eyes are feeling very dry...thanks to contacts la.
anw the food was rather good, lol!
oh and one more thing that was rather funny.
when i joined kor and egg in the church, they were giggling.
then egg told me to look up at the powerpoint slide to see the bridegroom's name.
"Lum Pak Meng"
didnt know what the first 2 words of his name was for at first, so i didnt find it amusing, but my siblings kept giggling.
stupid egg bluffed me to ask mummy what it meant.
and i actually did la =/
then my mum was rather not happy about it, but she still told me what it stood for.
LOL! and she said that when gangsters say it in hokkien, its extremely vulgar.
JOKE LA! haha then when the pastor kept reading out their name, "Lum Pak Meng and Kathy Chia", kor and egg would keep laughing.
i think it was cos it seemed like the pastor had spouted vulgarities.
HAHA!

2007-07-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

Annoying, my computer has little/no internet connection these days.
Actually, all the computers at home can’t connect well.
And it had to happen on E-LEARNING days.
I can’t do anything online, the connection keeps going on and off.
Feeling so bored and anxious here, not knowing what to do.
Hence I decided to blog in word first, and transfer it to my blog when there’s a little connection later.
Thank goodness Bobo lent me his Econs and Math notes to copy, or else I really have nothing to show the teachers tomorrow.
And its not that I didn’t try to download those annoying files.
Last night I sat in front of the computer from 9pm to 2am trying to load the lectures, but nothing seems to load.
Seeing that it was so late and that I was supposed to go to school early tomorrow, I decided to let the modem rest while I went to sleep.
Received a message early this morning that the earlier meeting was cancelled, thus I decided to try my luck accessing those lecture series etc.
However, my computer couldn’t even be switched on, there was this funny pattern on the screen and it just refuses to load.
So, I went to the study room to try the other computer.
The good news was that I managed to switch on the computer.
The bad news was that the connection was haywire.
And I couldn’t even click on anything on IVLE, which was in an even worse condition than last night’s.
I spent more than an hour trying to load the website, and after much frustration, all I managed to view was a blank page.
And the loading speed of the web pages was as good as zero.
Thus, feeling extremely irritated, I complained to Bobo who was online as well.
Thankfully, he lent me his notes so at least I would have done something for e-learning.
Anyway, I went to Whitesands at 1pm just now to meet Justin and Kenneth for logistics’ buying of stuff.
There was supposed to be 8 people in logistics, but only the 3 of us were able to turn up.
After reaching NTUC, we realized that today was BYOBD (Bring Your Own Bag Day).
Therefore, we hand carried all the goods to the bus to school.
Luckily we bought garbage bags as well; all we did was to dump the aluminum trays and foil, towel, disposable plates, cups, spoons, forks and serviettes, bamboo skewers, brush, tongs and firestarters into a garbage bag.
Being a girl has its privileges at times like this, because I only had to carry the 3kg box of charcoal, compared to Justin who had to carry the 4kg bag of charcoal and Kenneth who had to carry that garbage bag.
When we entered the ODAC room, we learnt a lesson, which was not to buy extra stuff anymore thinking “We can always stock it in the ODAC room!” because, the ODAC room really has a lot a lot of stuff which all the previous batches must have thought that way too.
And those items left behind didn’t look very clean, so we decided to use the old cleaner utensils first, and put the dirtier utensils into another plastic bag as we might be able to use them for future games.
We also tried to help Justin as he labeled all the shelves.
And we tried to tidy up some shelves while sorting out the items we need for the BBQ.
After cleaning up, Bobo came to join us in the ODAC room after he just bought his grand piano.
Then they decided to play carom. I didn’t know how to play carom at all, so I didn’t join in the first round they played.
Instead, I watched them play while enjoying the full blast of the fan at my face.
But after seeing them play finish the first round, I was tempted to join in the fun.
So I played the next round. It was so fun, and me and Bobo won!
Then we played another round. Me and Bobo almost won, but as a new rule was just implemented that round, we lost by a mere one seed.
Imagine, we were leading 8 seeds to 1, but just could not shoot in the last seed consecutive with the pink one. So Justin and Kenneth managed to catch up and won us by that narrow bit. If not for that rule, we would have won that round long ago!
It was rather an exciting game, and we all had fun playing it!
Then we left for our homes respectively as it was getting late.
Anyway, I am not looking forward to school tomorrow because I will be getting back most of my mid year results and also I haven’t done the required stuff for e-learning.
Hopefully I am lucky tomorrow.

040707

2007-07-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

and we shant dwell on unhappy stuff.
but im really sorry for being unable to go for dinner with the zedders at the last minute cos my mum gave me a rather unreasonable curfew.
really really sorry!!!
);
miss you girls LOADS.

2007-07-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful youth day (:

2007-06-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

yay MYE"S OVERRRRR!!! (:
feelin' so relaxed for the moment (:
haha but my room's seriously in a mess. notes everywhere, etc.
haha have to tidy it sooon man.
dunno why so relaxed also, hah.
cos i totally screwed up mid years. =/
like the maths paper.
i found out how to do the qn and was writing halfway then times up -.-
plus i left out TEN multiple choice questions!!!
and ytd was last paper. chinese. wahaha.
it was so cold in the hall cos the air con was blowing DIRECTLY at me la.
kept shifting the table backwards till my chair was alr touching linda's table.
haha.
so cold until i was lazy to shift my hand from under my leg to write.
just stared blankly at my paper, lol.
until they said only 15 mins left.
then i realisd i had 2 and a 1/2 qns undone.
including the boxed up thing.
wah couldnt complete.
haha then before handing in i briefly flipped thru the paper.
it was so funny, to compare the front and the back of the paper.
i could barely read my words.
pity all the teachers who have to mark all my papers ;DD
then after the paper went out with odac people to watch movie!
haha we watched transformers!
so hilarious man, that even though i was having a headache then, i just couldnt stop laughing la!
so embarassing =/
but its so funny! haha imagine buying a car which turned out to be a robot which happens to come from another world and and and everything's just so funny lol!!
then after the movie i felt so awful.
like going to faint any moment.
and my eyes felt sore.
dunno why the whole week also liddat.
haha so after going home and eating dinner i slept the rest of the day off.
such a shiok sleep, dunno when was the last time i enjoyed this! (:

went to toa payoh with my parents today.
they bought a new handphone.
then went to funan the IT mall.
my dad bought a computer plus an extra monitor.
so i took the chance to buy a card reader plus usb hub! ;D
havent tested it out yet...
haha hopefully it works ;D
okay going off to watch tv le (:
better enjoy this period of time before it lasts!

2007-06-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

how stupid can i really get.
like so @#%#%$#@$%
had econs paper today.
it sorta sucked. big time.
for one, i didnt have enough time to finish writing.
and i wrote loads of thrash, yet the essays were still so short.
and for case study, i did the stupidest thing ever.
i actually wrote marginalist principle as the price mechanism.
the econs tutors are so gonna have a great laugh over it.
and it will definitely be circulated around them.
but its just so dumb laaa!!!
and the two are world's apart.
marginalist principle is the MC=MR thing. -.-
i actually wrote it down as price mechanism.
laugh lah, i know you want to.
can tell mid years are so gonna be screwed.
boohoos.
and its maths AND physics tmr.
how am i going to cram physics in time?!
and all those annoying formulas.
hais time really passes so quickly. ):

and egg is really freaking annoying.
cannot tahan sia.
hmph, so annoying!!!
feel like strangling her... =/

2007-06-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

: shiok day cos egg is at atc! ahaha.
so peaceful ;D egg is SOOO lucky can.
nvm i'm lucky too cos she's away! haha.
egg went to ubin ytd morning so i had the whole room to myself.

hais, im still screwed cos so much stuff to chiong for mid years.
plus i havent been doing consistant work at all.
undone tutorials, not able to catch up with lectures etc.
gah.
hopefully results wont turn out too bad or else will have a duper tough time ahead man );

anw just now my dad was feeling wacky, he kept calling me li-ge-ying.
"you are a girl rite? so i call you li-girl-ying. correct rite? im not wrong"
lol -.-
then kept calling me li-ge-ying.
was lazy to respond sometimes cos he loves to "call for fun" and most of the time he just craps.
haha!
then he said, "whats wrong with li-ge-ying? its better than e-li-ge-ying what."
LOL. took me a sec to realise. legal-ying is better than illegal-ying.
-.-
but it was funny. mummy also kept laughing.
and my dad kept making really no-link remarks the whole time.
quite funny at times. ahah!
very cold though.

anw this reminds me of what jinshun's granny said in the show jiayou jinshun.
"i know everything except those that i dont know."
that was the funniest episode ever.
kor also couldnt stop laughing. and he was eating his dinner!
hahaha! when the granny said that, he laughed till he almost choked on his food. it was hilarious.
then just after my kor finally swallowed that mouth of chicken rice,
the convo b/w jinshun and her brother-in-law over dinner made my kor laugh till he almost choked again.
super funny.

ahah oh and i was searching on the song Con te partirò ytd.
in english, Time to say goodbye.
its so nice la.
and meaningful.
so glad i finally found it ;D
mdm leow gh let us listen to it on her last day with us.
its so sad la. so sad she's leaving.
dunno which tutor will take over her.
wonder if he/she will be able to tolerate our class.
and she had to leave us at this time of the year.
anw the song rocks.
ahah, i was sleeping the first time she played it =/
too tired. but thankfully she agreed to play for me the second time.
so honoured ;D
ahahahaha jkjk.
but she's a nice teacher.
she reminds me of the 12-page passage i copied for her when i handed in my zuowen late.
make me copy until my pen no ink. and my hand ache like anything, no time to do any other homework.
lol. most annoying thing: she forgot to ask mel to perform!!!
haha!!! waste my time and energy sia!!
i think thats why im so dumb, lol.

okay i need to chiong mathematical induction le.
so screwed, lol.
need to unscrew as much as possible as fast as possible.

(:

2007-06-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

cool! my kor's gone for the 30hrs famine camp lol!
ahaha. quite a good deal, dont eat for 30hrs can get 30hrs CIP!
he very funny, came into my room to borrow bag that time said, "you all damn lucky la. do you know that this is my first camp after the p5 camp?!"
LOL!! this is real funny!!!
true but not true. i had to suffer alot to go to those camps la!
as if i will be allowed to go to camps so easily.
its fustrating and scary to keep being reprimanded for no reason.
but well, it was all worth it ;D
anw its his own problem for having no camps cos the ccas he chose have no camps at all.
like, how to have a badminton camp? lol.
he also doesnt like odac what, ahaha.
anw, yet another week has flewn past so quickly );
argh im so screwed, havent touched physics maths and chem!!!
and my econs aint completed.
screwed screwed screwed.
okay i need total concentration for the remaining week or else i can just kill myself for mye.
hais...
Anyway, went out with the kiddies to square2 again today.
It was a fun trip cos its such a cool place la!
love the korean supermarts!!
so cute, the things they sell there!
must go there one day without adult supervision ;DD
haha, oh and mummy bought me a dress to wear for dua yi's wedding, which is on 07/07/07.
cool date, huh? (: it's semi-formal, dont even know when i'll get to wear it lol.
dua yi's so nice and pretty, she's just too focused on her career and wasted her youth.
what a pity, she deserves so much more... =/
suddenly miss cedar friends..
hualin alethea cerlyn nessie cynthia huiting sherry and all the 4zedd peeps!
plus the guides!!! shihan sining pearlyn weiling pandora yurong keetyeng marion gwen sharon ver milred candice sheena azy afi shireen shirlyn hanwei sokyin cassandra karyn ale sherry joy!!!
oriole patrol too!
love them loads! ):
and all the pae friends.
phobos3 and 07S402!!
hais, and im now stuck under these piles of untouched notes...
): screw myself.

2007-06-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

oh man i feel really screwed.
mye is round the corner and i've barely studied half of econs.
nothing else.
so glad i managed to at least mug a little of econs thanks to the fact that egg went for her sana course.
house felt real peaceful (:
lol.
she made me laugh loads by smsing me during her lunch break "is it rly that great without me?"
but, it is! hahaha!
egg is banned from atc.
asked to choose only atc or sana. she chose sana.
like what the!!!
obviously choose atc la!!
sana course can always go next year or sth!
oh wells. her choice.
anw her handphone and computer is still confiscated.
she's desperate for computer time, so she keeps using mine.
so i may not be online that often. or rather, i will be 'away' (:
haha egg is real funny.
she keeps borrowing my handphone.
to take pictures of herself!
rofl. haha i guess thats part of phone withdrawal syndrome. ;D
and she keeps bugging me to take pictures with her, and of her.
lol. super funny!
oh, her friend is rather annoying.
(deleted (:)
lol im getting serious migrane and talking loads of thrash.
hope to get well soon to mug!!! ):
sian. very afraid and i dont know why. ); must mugggggg!!!

2007-06-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

sick again );
i such a weakling laa.
and the bee sting!
it EVOLVED into some bubble like thing and cannot stop flowing this colourless sticky but not really that sticky liquid which is totally disgusting.
it was still a black dot surrounded by a reddish-pink swell on sunday larh!! then monday morning while at the bus stop i was shocked to see that the black dot was replaced by this whitish-yellow bubble like thing which is slightly larger than a chicken pox thingy. disgusting sia.
urgh so disgusted by it. shant talk about that bee sting anymore.
anw im having this come-and-go fever and a freaking flu.
its giving me a choking sore throat and ears and an aching body. plus an ever-flowing nose.
urgh my poor nose keeps running, my dad says my legs are smelling. so what am i? lol upside down!! ahahaha.
my eyes are really swollen for i-dunno-why. and the tears keep flowing cos i couldnt sneeze finish all the sneezes lol. i've sneezed thousands alr -.-
damn sian and painful when i sneeze, and worse when i dont.
haha as anuja said, i really looked like i 失恋 le.
very funny the whole monday afternoon i face anuja saying ''anuja!!..我失恋了!!... 很伤心...''
HAHA ;D
then she just haha me.
but being sick sucks. ): i have a freaking headache that doesnt go off and creates loads of pain. urgh this is killing me. please go away! ));
anw my whole week more or less wasted ): and its bad enough that nothing gets into my head thanks to the splitting headach i get. its like a drill that drills thru my head, eye, nose, throat, everything. urgh.
im going crazy, dont even know what im thinking ):
anw went to suntec on sat with my cousins and it was rather fun. they are just so cute (:
yep. i cant remember or think of any other stuffs liao. im going to topple soon.
yet i cant get to sleep!!! )));
lol and i forgot the main thing i was about to blog about. =/ hehe.

2007-06-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

grahhh. only you can make me so super duper angry and pissed enough to blast vulgarities off.
really cant stand it argh. wanna kill you man. bleargharghrarrwrawr#$%^#&%.
there. got it off. the next time you start opening that damn mouth of yours i will make sure you totally regret it.
hmph.

okay i feel loads better. (:
now that im online, shall post on this funny conversation.
on sat i went to grandma house and then out with my cousins as usual.
went to sit at the side since heaviest supposed to sit at the side.
budden the kiddies all settled their butts nicely in position alr.
so i asked niki to sit on my leg. then she abit dont dare to sit properly on my leg. so i asked her why.
me: niknik, why you dowan to sit on my leg?
niki: no la i scared to hurt you mah.
me: no la wont. liying jiejie leg very strong one.
kymie: of course what, liying jiejie so fat.
-.- hahaha damn funny dunno whether to get angry or to laugh. cos she didnt seem to mean it in the mean way. lol.
then kor and egg laughed so much and patted kymie's head when they heard it.
cos they agree that im FAT luh! ):
so mean can. i know it myself la.
lol.
anw it was a rather fun trip. i <3 outings with my cousins (:
haha! oh and i just found out that sean had a girlfriend(!!!) and yuki had a boyfriend(!!!!!!)
egg was reading sean's sent messages in his handphone, LOL!!
and ati told me yuki had a boyfriend. yuki told me so too. HAHA. and kymie said that yuki had TWO. damn funny la they are only in primary school, p5 and p2 only!!
times are really changing xD

anw today is yet a wasted day =x
must really start mugging TMR le. must must.
tmr i wont come online till night. will mug!!!
argh.
anw had loads to blog about but absolutely cannot remember what, haha.

and i feel grounded. grounded along with dear old sis -.-
oh and mum's not in singapore.
lol i think im the only one in this house to know where she went.
ahaha cos i was around while she was discussing it with her fren in ps macs lol!!
she's gone to bangkok for --------------! LOL. this is so OH MY la! and i dont think she rmbs i know about it. ;D just told me on that day not to tell anyone about it haha!

2007-06-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

came back from belumut ytd! ;D
it was definitely a great experience.
had my FIRST leech bites and bee sting.
leech bites no feeling one but bee sting super pain!!!
damn freaky like why would i suay suay get a bee sting in belumut la -.-
rather get 10 leech bites than a bee sting lol.
anw it was rather enriching and really thankful for the guys esp gan jun etc.
you guys are really life-savers!! (:
and thankful to the girls for their support. i really felt like fainting and bursting..
and thankful for my wonderful tent mates!!
haha they managed to transform our tent to a five-star hotel room on the first night! ;D
had great fun with them (:
and with the phobos girls! haha odac has 5 phobos j1 girls ;D more than half! haha and they rock! ;D
and the seniors rock too!!! they are damn zai la
and odac exco too. extremely sorry i will try my best to be louder... =/
anw had lots of fun. and i will remember to bring thick tight and high socks the next trip. yep and more plastic bags. and carry more tissues with me.
oh and nature valley rocks ;D
ahaha.
hm many more lots to write about but feeling a little sick right now. haha i shall continue if i have time another time ;D

btw there's a fine line but humongous difference between being funny and irritating...=/

unpredictable

2007-05-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

life is unpredictable.
recently there are many funerals nearby my house
one of them is from the house directly opposite mine.
last week he was just healthy and moving around
heard he suddenly had a heart attack and just passed away.
today's probably the first nite cos they just set up the stuff this afternoon.
its just so sad, reminds me of how pple can die so quickly; how fragile life is.
its so scary to know that someone you're talking to today may not be around anymore tmr.
thats why we should treasure what we have, and those around us.
wanna let all my frens and family know that you're remembered and loved (:

ytd was a rather bad one esp for sis.
she was scolded for her lousy results and as a result she MAY(most prob not bah...) have to withdraw from NPCC as well as her upcoming ATC in ubin this june.
she also may not be able to attend subsequent courses...
which means she cant get promoted, if she doesnt attend any of these
sympathise with her alot cos i understand what its like having gone thru it myself.
however dont really blame my parents that much cos her results and positioning are rather unbelievable and very obviously little effort has been put in..
tuition fees are alarming, yet she refuses to put in effort, esp for her maths.
she scored an E8 and she's only sec2, and despite all the tuitioning.
everyday after coming home, besides showering and eating, either she sleeps or she uses the computer all the way till she sleeps. and without studying.
at most she probably studied that minimum after being banned from computer before her last test, but it was only for that one subject, and unfortunately what she studied didnt come out.
and yet im always scolded for disturbing her when i didnt do anything and she didnt study.
and cos of that, my parents are putting lots of pressure on me for mye...
its freaky; im afraid the same thing would happen to me too.
that i did badly for mye and as a result unable to go for cluster..
very worried..gotta study for this june break.
just hope sis is allowed to go to ATC and all the courses, and that mye would turn out fine...=/
sis's phone is confiscated, big blow to her cos she lives pretty much for her handphone and computer. she says she feels like dying without it lol.
and she keeps begging me to lend her my computer.
i will probably lend her after she does some productive work.
well it probably wont work out cos from previous experiences, she doesnt take me seriously whenever i try to help and it always turns out as her screaming at me and hating me.
budden, i seriously pity her for doing so poorly and hopfully the same thing wont happen to me ):

hm next wed going to belumut le...rather nervous. abit sad abt being in exco cos maybe im not meant to be in in the first place......=/
okay sorry take it i didnt say that. ):

2007-05-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

felt so apologetic for being late today......
nvm at least it was a really big lesson learnt.
today was a screwed day as usual ahah
ytd too.
but it was really funny ytd.
me yingfang hen and rosanne ponned physics lecture--none of us knowing it! lol.
after chem lecture, we were the last to leave the LT.
then i think we were really slow so tom dick harry left the other way
after walking out of the LT, we naturally thought of recess.
so we walked to the canteen directly.
me and yf then chionged our econs essay due the "next" period while chatting with hen and rosanne
after the bell rang, we chionged to our classroom thinking how late we were.
after reaching the classroom, we were shocked to find it empty.
we were 5mins late alr, so it was quite impossible that we were the earliest.
so i took out the timetable.
check and checked, still couldnt figure out why the classroom was empty since the classroom was correct-- F4-5
then i checked the timing. it said 11.15. yet it was only 10.30 then.

me: ay, how come recess just started only? cannot be what rite?
yf: ahaha! ling! just now was physics! we missed physics lecture!
us: hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah unbelievable..
yf: i call hen first see if they realised we missed lecture!

yf: hen where are you?
hen: E2-4
yf: hen! we missed physics!
hen: what?? haha! oh no! we really did! [rosanne just took out their timetable too]
us: HAHA
hen: okay where are you both now? we go find you.

so we met at F4-5 and couldnt stop laughing.
how kuku can we get la!
but good la. we had double recess lol.
and heng that day the tutors were scolding us for the badly done physics test so forgot to take attendance.
budden arh, really kuku.
btw its the first lecture hen missed.
my second cos i was psychoed by all of them to skip a chinese lecture during temporary timetable period.
but that chinese lecture was useless cos they were released early, and nothing was taught, so not that bad.
but -- PHYSICS! lol.
hen said if what happened was made into a comic strip it would be damn funny.
lol i totally agree.
anw school ended early ytd so we could go and support the soccer match.
it was a really good game by the meridians but rj was very lucky.
although we lost 1-0 budden mj played very well so congrats! ;D
and thanks to them, today's a holiday!
so ytd was last day of term2.
time passed so quickly la.
so fast term2 over then will be gp mye then june STUDY BREAK then mye.
very scared la.
must really study in june...
next mon will be gp mye. scary la. all the best pple!
after gp is the end-of-term2 bash.
08:00-11.15 GP paper1&2
12:00-12:30 briefing
12:30-17:00 "learning journey"
17:00-19:00 movie at shaw cinema: pirates of the carribean3
my class is going to food expo for learning journey la.
couldnt find any other place to go for such an odd timing and in such a short time frame and with such a tight budget..
food expo seems to be the best place cos the timing fits, free admission, free food samples, good solution for lunch problem, convenient location with easy and cheap transport, and its hassle-free! lol.
29may's physics SPA..30th odac's going belumut..
rather nervous about everything... =/

2007-05-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

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really utterly superbly sorry... =x

2007-05-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

OH MAN I HAVE LIKE REALLY HORRIBLE EYEBAGS!!!
damn sian whole day dunno what im doing la..
feeling AND looking like thrash lol.
i think i damn screwed. hais.
oh and i studied chem! ahah! it was okay la, hopefully i pass it... =/
and physics SPA! had a lot of time left budden i screwed the anomaly part. forgot to comment on close-fit-ness and scatter...
hm. very very scared about all the tests and stuff la. i dont want to do so bad for EVERYthing la...
boos. nvm hols must really work hard. must must! wanna go out study! ahah.

dunno if thats really ruining me cos i feel easily irritated nowadays.
argh how do you get rid of surpressed anger?! ):

sian day

2007-05-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

(assuming today's still monday lol ;D)
today in school like very dead sia.
was practically a walking zombie.
last night too busy searching venues for the learning journey quite annoying.
at least its settled for the time being ;D
haha was damn sian and pissed la.
sorry 401 for being so short tempered.. =/
i'll try to control myself as much as possible in future ;D
haiyah really very irritated la...
then plus so much stuff going on...
ahah okay nvm anw i felt rather pathetic just now when i went for the max meridian thing cos i really damn lousy sia.
after throwing face for sit&reach i went for the colosseum timing thing then skipped the 2.4 one and chionged home.
damn late la.
ahah anw mel was first for both max meridian 2.4 and colosseum 3km run. PRO LA! ;D
oh and its anuja's bday 21/5 (:
okay must read thru chem liao. or else get U again. today very screwed liao. everything also nv do.. =/
ahah okay later still got chem test and physics SPA. very scared la...
hais..scared she really carry out her threat... ):
okay wish me luck (:

oh ya i feel damn shit this year. have been failing all my tests la.
and really dont know what im doing la. must really start pia-ing liao le...
but always so busy la.
ahah june hols coming le, hopefully it'll be spent fruitfully! ;D
jiayou everyone (:

new people

2007-05-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

hello. long time never blog liao..lazy to blog. haha. anw alot has happened this year.
hm. what to say.. mjc's a great school (: made many new friends too!
although now quite busy cos many stuff to chiong. esp pw!! =/
anw i miss pae period. i miss phobos3 and 07s402. we rocked laa...
life was so shiok and relaxed, everyday after school can go play play.
haha budden 07s401 rock too! quite fun la and lucky got yingfang! and yiping! hh and tim, plus linda cc ayesha from 402...
haha with new additions! what can i say? haha its quite fun la. we have reaaally lame pple.
budden, i still miss phobos3 and 07s402! and shu-tzu my lab partner!!!
and im the NatEd rep. so have lotsa stuff to do tmr...we gonna have an end-of-term 2 bash on 28 may after GP!
12-5 got learning journey.. then supposed to find a place to go that fulfils the criteria.. dunno where to go la!
try so hard to make everyone happy..haiyo. very suay sia.
class wanted to go NEWater factory, just nice NEWater visitor centre closed every monday.
then they suggested the dodo fishball factory, which is actually thong seik factory. suay suay factory got renovations so not open for visiting.
then they wanted zoo. budden so ex laa.
pay bus fare alr around 6.40. plus movie tix $7. still need to pay for learning jouirney and lunch stuff...
then thought of many places but cannot cos of really funny reasons la.
so i thought maybe can go hay dairies, which is a singapore goat farm, cos "we can go on a school trip to the farm to catch a scapegoat." LOL.
budden if we go we need to combine class with another CG.
plus although same entrance fee of 3bucks, budden no milking goats and orientation cos its after 10.30, so it will be pointless going there.
then now they want jurong bird park. gonna sarch if they have any excuse to turn us down...
haha! oh ya and our CT, she didnt really like the idea of bird park.
"we gonna see birds? you sure? why not sth like parliament house which is more related to singapore, GP etc?"
okay tough choice.
plus have to call the bus vendor for chartered bus...
wahh dunno how sia.
scared got so many problems again.
and monday must settle everything la. plus our gpp...
hm i think my pw grp quite nice. hardworking, budden we dont have a good project, or its just that the tutor thinks it sucks. lol. hais...
anw there's many cool happenings ;D dtu! hahaha.
oh and im in odac! (:
odac rocks, but its a big change cos there are guys here, and SOME of them keep saying that odac is a guys cca. haha
anw it still rocks; pple there are super duper enthu la.
oh and i got into odac exco. i felt very shocked and was in a dunno-what-to-do kinda mode..
i mean i thought i alr knew i wont be in cos i dont think im more capable than the rest la.
thats why i didnt even know what to say for rally...
i was practically mute cos i seriously dunno what to say and the others said alot la.
i feel rather guilty.. thats the reason why i didnt vote myself cos i felt i was the inferior good. haha!
anw im really apologetic to those who didnt make it in. they deserve to be in. so much more than i do.. =/
can really sense their disappointment and i really dunno what to say to them...
haiyah
okay nvm im super duper crappy.
anw odac seniors are simply wow. and they are really nice people.
mjc has many nice people (:
hais so many things going on. still got them whole day talking crap. make me feel super stressed. and everyday talk to me like i committed a crime...hais very sad la. dunno how to say.. but they simply spoil my mood sia.
hm nvm everyday is a greater day (:
for now, hope im allowed to go bukit timah for training for mt ophir on sunday... =/
pleasepleaseplease..
hmms can only conclude that jc life is rather busy. and its only gonna get worse. haha.
i miss cedar! i miss being in secondary school... haha. for this once, lucky for stm. it helps me forget quickly (:
okay hope for better days ahead (: just need your acceptance and support...
okay enough of ultimate crapping. going to sleep cos im really sleepy. not been getting good sleeps =/ nites!

2006-10-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

i realised that i really missed out alot. alot alot.
i live a life full of regrets and void of meaning.
):
time which passes never returns.

D;

2006-09-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

D;
i deserve to be shot.
my prelim results are rather bad. ):
the good:
- i finally passed my chem with a (C5) since more than a year.
- i didnt fail any subjects including my humanities (B4 for both!), which i usually do.
- i did quite okay for my english (A2! suprisingly..).
and of course, the bad:
- i had a C5, three B4s, a B3, an A2 and only 2 A1s.
- my nett l1r5 is at an alarming high of 12 points. 14 points raw.
- i have no idea where to go for first two months. probably mjc
- i cant possibly make it to ajc for first two months with my dumb results.
- i finally regret not working hard for higher chinese in pri sch. too late though.
- i wont be able to get the 2 loyalty points for o's to ajc.
- i made many stupid dumb careless mistakes.
- my chinese was horrible. )):
- im afraid i cant get 10 points raw for o's
)): more bad than good = bad
aiyah i also dno what career i want to take next time! ):
im so dumb. dno can take what course. boo
i feel like binge-ing right now.
argh really really nervous la!
and its too late to regret.
should not have slacked early this year and whole of last year.
its really too late.
haiz..

and by the way, I HATE EGG. jiangeck specifically. ):<

2006-09-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

okay i think i screwed up prelims.
first three months or rather one month can go party or fly kite.

2006-09-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

anw im handphone-less for the time being.
good for me.
(:

2006-09-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

last paper for prelims is over!
i have like lots of mixed feelings..
afraid, nervous yet hopeful for results.
and abit dunno what to do now.
so sick of home.
i feel like smashing everything i see at home now.
like so whatever la.
my prelims just over. go out awhile can die meh?!
as if i stay at home i will go and study like that.
and i am a hundred percent sure to be dragged out so as 'not to disturb my sister'.
yeah yeah so thats better.
im like wasting all my time being a porter.
you want me to be active.
yet you dont allow me to.
you want me to keep in touch with my friends.
yet you dont let me.
you want me to study.
yet you dont let me.
you think im a genious, yet you think im stupid.
you said i should have been active last year already.
did you let me?
and is there a difference if i eat at home?
only get forced to eat fish i dont like.
and what are we supposed to do during dinner?
talk, yet not talk?
smile, yet not smile?
and you want me to study with the lights off yet on.
you want me to change, yet not change.
you tell me all the bullshit, yet you do the opposite.
so sick of keeping quiet all the time.
i want to talk, shoutback!
why cant i voice my opinions?!
you keep telling me to speak what i think.
but do you ever let me?
all i do is just say a word not to your liking, im dead.
you think you're the only one being bullied.
you think everything.
you can say it out.
aiyah im damn pissed i dunno how to say everything out.
i really want to smash everything!
there is really no space to breathe at all.
i dont want to take o's.
i want to go back to kindergarten.
i want to play lego.
i want to watch powerpuff girls.
i want to sing the barney song.
i want to eat jellies and buy sweets.
i want to sleep in a cot.
i want to tickle my uncle's feet with a feather.
i want to play hopscotch.
i want to colour in colouring books.
i want to be carried.
i want to be unattached to this horrible mess.
i want to spit all over the place.
i want to go out with my uncle and aunties like before.
i want.
i want.
i want.
):
its just a dream.
i want to go into a
deep
sleep
.
dont
ever
wake
me
up
.
ZZZ
zzz
zz
z
.
.

nothing that is so, is so.

/:

2006-07-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

haha okay. this will be a rather crappy post i think. (x
that day, got back the eng t.a. , results so crap, so lousy.
i thought i did my best, not really that sleepy, but i guess i sort of dozed off during the compre test.
what rubbish lah.
ahah.
cerlyn was half asleep too during the test, and yet she got like, 20/25?
me? TEN! ahahs. half of hers. (x
at first i very very upset.
until mrs lam went thru Qn6a.
then Qn6b caught my eye.
it was then i realised what i wrote.
these were my exact words. "...than to find that found!"
and yeah the words 'that found' was exceptionally dark, and the exclamation mark was there too.
i seriously have no idea why or how i wrote the exclamation mark!
see im totally crazy.
when i saw my 6b answer i burst out laughing.
i dno why, but i suddenly found it super funny.
i think i looked stupid cos mrs lam was like going through the answer and i suddenly burst out laughing loud.
and i could not stop laughing.
lamses had to stop me. could see that she very irritated.
seriouly, who cares!
hahaha.
i guess even my subconscious mind is bonkers.
so not fair.
cerlyn's subconscious mind is so, smart!
well i guess im really crazy bah.
ahahs. (x
another prove of how mad i am.
went to pp macs on thurs to do hw with cerlyn, jac and ulrica.
then jacinda went to make/receive a phone call.
when she returned she was awfully pissed, and she kept muttering jerk, jerk!
ulrica made a freaking stupid comment. seriously tactless, how do you say it.
i dno what came over me, i burst out laughing.
im really mad. i laugh for the wrong things, i dunno why i laugh at that moment.
and yeah. my mouth was awfully filled with my fav oreo blended WITH pearls.
so when i laughed, my mouth became like the fountain AGAIN and all the BROWNish stuff flowed onto the table and on my uniform. and two pearls even came out.
seriously disgusting la. =x
yeah you can imagine it and laugh. at me.
and dunno why i cannot stop laughing. yeah. picture this.
you cannot stop laughing. you cannot control it. there's disgusting brown liquid on the table. people are staring at you. probably even laughing at you. you choke on the brown liquid cos you laughed and it sort of went down the wrong channel. you cannot breathe cos of the brown liquid and cos you're still laughing. you feel like you are dying cos of the immense embarassment and cos you cannot breathe cos you're still choking and laughing. you're vibrating vigorously cos you're still laughing and you cannot breathe. and you're still laughing.
okay seriously i felt like dying or melting to that brown liquid.
it was SO embarassing! omg.
cant believe i laughed at that moment.
have you pictured it? okay i know you're laughing now. and you're laughing at me. ):
so disgusting.
sticky, brown liquid.
yech. totally embarassing.
and i could not talk for quite a while due to shock and there's something painful stuck in my chest.
embarassing.
and jac was like, you look so sick just now.
=x i was like, aiyah dunno how to say lah.
you can imagine how i felt rite, dont you.
seriously that incident is more embarassing than how i described it to be!
EWW.
i felt so sick for the rest of the day.
and my uniform was in an awful shape.
plus for the chem prac earlier on, i accidentally splashed some dark chemical on my shirt.
so horrible. i went to put sulphuric acid on it thinking it would wash that chemical off.
cos forgot who- someone said it MAY wash it off.
-dont blame her, she warned me. but you know what, they reacted to form some white ppt.
or else it bleached it.
yeah. it was horrible.
looked like a bullseye with a spot in the middle of a circle cos the sulphuric acid diffused further out withe the ends whitish like on the chromatography paper except that my shirt ISNT a chromatography paper.
bottomline, it was another chem disaster.
and my poor shirt. my fav one. my newest one. ):
hope it doesnt turn out that bad.
boos. enough of disgusting disasters.
hmms. i finally uploaded the rest of my pics onto the comp! yay. see if i post it another day! (:

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2006-07-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

this post is to push down the previous post.
yes. the pretty red one. ):
haha. yah lar some pple no taste. (x
jkjk..
haha. today was a completely disastrous day.
first period only ald got surprise lit timed assignment.
worse still, suprised UNSEEN assignment.
yeah yeah. perfect way to start of a day.
i was practically sleeping through it lah.
HORRIBLE. i only wrote less than a page. of rubbish.
yes. utter rubbish. like i suddenly wrote 'wooden thing' which i totally have no idea why i wrote it. totally unrelated.
like sort of written by my subconscious mind. (?)
haha reminds me of the other day. was writing the twelfth night essay.
i was half-sleeping. facing cerlyn. then i dno why i wanted to write 'olivia' but i wrote 'cerlyn' in my essay.
wonderful. haha. cant believe myself.
btw if you find me writing/typing utter rubbish, it means im not really awake.
yeah even in smses. yeah i write rubbish. ahah.
then later part of the day. GE mapreading.
so difficult lah! and mrs lim was so nice.
haha. at the end of the period, she picked up my paper to 'see the rubbish i wrote'
i was like, uh-oh
budden instead of getting angry, she actually laughed out loud and exclaimed, 'what rubbish!'
ahah. (: so cool!
but chem was, eh wth is this? we havent learnt it before rite, have we?
after school was much better.
haha. i was washing my testtubes after rem chem prac.
then i went to return the testtubes i borrowed.
and i totally forgot that i had just filled my testtubes with distilled water
so walking back to the bench i overturned the testtubes and all the water came out.
was feeling so stupid. ahah.
couldnt stop laughing. summore i poured the water right at mr chia's feet!
ahahah!
okay im crazy.
chem drives me even crazier.
chem brings about a world of pain and sufferings.
not to include, expenses.
like how i -oops- accidentally scalded ash's finger after burning my finger hair.
and how i feel after i flip through my chem textbook.
dno what should i do next wed...
okay i shall have to end. jiangeck the rotten egg's ANNOYING.

(:

2006-07-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

racial harmony day (:
haha. my first time in four years wearing an ethnic costume!
was wearing a dno-what-indian-costume.
very comfortable!
hahaha unlike those pple wearing sarees and feeling so uncomfortable!
thanks ash! (:
and for once, the whole of fourzedd came to school, and all 28 were dressed in ethnic costumes!!
yay.. (: so proud of us!
took many many pics but too lazy to upload..
shall post these 2 photos first!
two of my favourites! (x
hahaha. i think i've shown it to many many pple ald..
so just guess what are these photos are k?

pretty rite?
took me soo long to make this pretty shape okay..

just to show how big it is.. (x

and this pic!
more obvious to guess what it is but quite difficult to guess the words.
bit, its Love!
haha. took me super long to make it. cos its ultra difficult!
you can try it too! (x
haha okay. I WAS BORED.
what can you expect when you have to stand for more than an hour doing nothing?!
but anw, quite pleased with the effect! (:
i tried making my name too. but quite difficult though. (:
shant post the angel one. very ugly compared to my heart shape. ((:

btw if you want any photos taken by my camera, come and ask me!

oops and i still owe many letters..and my nyaa! ahh..

2006-07-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

saturday was farewell.
dont wna blog about it.
but yay i received a nice letter from my mortal!
i like the part about guide law no. 7..
haha and her letter was rather inspirational (x
she gave me some very cute stuffs too..
and my angel gave me a cute card!
(:
but i havent written their letters yet..
neither have i written to my patrol sec3s..
really dno how to write..
=x
really worried for oriole..
i dont want it to be dead ):
where's the once lively wonderful patrol?
those patrol corners?
hope that it would improve tremendously, to a patrol we can all be proud of! (: jia you, orioleans! you can do it! ((:
oh ya received a cute bottle filled with crushed oreo from oriole sec3s!
haha. which i heard, crushed by amira. (x
haha should be safe la.
i ate it all! (x
so piggy me..
but it's still crunchy! (:
haha.
it makes me feel like drinking oreo ice blended! (x
and that picture in the frame! (:
haha i still have it in my comp!
i think it's taken by my cam!
haha..i was just about to develop it..
the sec ones were really sweet too..they gave us a pen and a lollipop.
haha.
its the thought that counts! (: too bad for no letters..
i took quite many pics!
but the other computer has no internet connection..
and the place to insert the memory stick for this computer is at the back which is unreachable..
soo..no pics.
see if my brother is kind enough to help me fix! (x
haha he's so funny..i just found out that he had been a bigger liar than me!
and he's so mean not to share his secret weapon with me so that i could have adopted it earlier!
and because of that he caused me trouble too..
wth.
and i was stupid enough to fall for that lie!
but nvm. at least im smart enough to think of it too! though i was a year too late..(x
hahaha.
egg is luckiest though..
anw this is cool.
my last year's angel is huichun. her angel was fathiyah. my mortal was zhixin.
this year, my mortal is fathiyah and huichun's angel is zhixin.
haha.
hmms. i have lots to say but just cant find any words..
oh my dad's home.
gtg.

);

2006-06-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

dont really feel like blogging.
there's something i really want to say out, yet i dont dare.
as well i've been trained to swallow. not vommit.
im still hopeful for that day, for that day to come.
till then, the tears continue flowing.
so long.

btw i really feel increasing contempt for eggs. especially an extremely special one(in a bad way), jiangegg.
humpty dumpty sat on the wall,
humpty dumpty had a great fall!
all the king's horses and all the king's men,
couldnt put humpty together again!
thats one of the greatest nursery rhyme!
you think i will give you way a second chance?
NO WAY!

wish me lots and lots and lots of luck..cos its deja vu all over again

)):

2006-05-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

im like an accused now waiting for the judges' verdict.
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease let me go for kayaking!!
oh man. changes are super slim. ):
anw best practice day tmr.
let me see.
must bring full guides u, house tee, 2trackpants, black guides tee(if im going for kayaking..), extra change of clothes, school uniform, newspapers and rags.
and my overdue chinese hw(which i have not started doing and will most probably start doing after this i hope) and my undone amaths hw and the 4 emaths papers which all i have not done either plus many many many other things.
bah.
so screwed.
and i watched finish the phantom of the opera last night.. =x
okay im stupid.

x:

2006-05-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

oh, the craziest things i do.

we've crossed the point of no return.

:/

2006-05-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

boos. results so super sucked. ):
havent showed my parents yet..
hah. dont dare..=x
they will practically kill me!
f9 for chem, c6 for eng and ch, b4 for chi and phy):
l1r5 21pts.
super lan! ):
boo.
k nvm about that first
now im worrying about kayaking!
havent asked my parents yet! =x
dont dare to either!
die.
bleah.
k nvm.
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi!
(x

ytd got cross country..
got no.52
very good to me le considering the fact that im super lan at running! (x
haha
the last time i actually did any excercise was for napfa!
and i didnt do any warm up excercise..
so my whole body's aching super badly now..
hahah.
then just now still went out with my uncle and played with xander..
then he run here run there knock everything down
make me keep having to squat down and run with him!
then summore he keep punching me!
pain lar..
then at home have to climb stairs all the time!
so irritating!
i feel like an old lady
(x
during cross country very funny..
keep seeing marion!
recognise her by her blue towel!
hahaha.
so funny..
she whole day overtaking me!
suprised! cos i thought she just overtook me not long ago..
hahah.
then i also saw weiling and sining..
our positions all very close!
so qiao la!
hahaha.
i forgot can bring sports shoes!
then i wear sch shoes..
i wore the SMALLER one.
then make my leg got 2 blisters!
i think my feet very broad..
haha
went kbox with shi han sharon and weiling!
i think my singing's the worse.. =x
hahaha.
but very fun! (:
yurong marion and sining went for pga interview today!
hope they got through!
they will! (:
watched finish part one of the e zuo ju zhi wen last night!
ahh damn nice!
i want to see part 2!
ahh..
ahahs.
yay thankyou anger! (:
oh and i still have alethea's phantom of the opera to watch!
haha going to watch it now!
thx alethea! (:
want to watch e mo zai shen pang too!
maybe not so soon..
hahah
feeling very guilty..
cos i owe too much hw!
=x
ahahs.

rubber duckie,
you're the one!
make bath time,
so much fun!
hahaha

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2006-05-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

went to jacinda's house on thurs!
with cynthia and alethea!
i love her rocking rocking chair.
but i will never drink milo on a rocking rocking chair anymore!
hahahas.
and i will try not to have any contact with milo anymore!
i cant pool. hahah.
super hooked to korean movies!
ahh..so nice!
jac lent me two!
thankyou! (:
feeling really lazy!
hahaha.
so many things to do! ):
im not doing any of them! (x
hahahah.
which means im not intending to do amaths mye 2004, and file that stupid amaths file!
not going to put dividers, not going to do corrections, not going to fill up my contents page, not going to bring the file! (x
hahah. let lumdm nag^infinity!
lalalas.
and all my tuition homework! (6 weeks worth.. =x)
hahaha. not doing not doing not doing! (x
and all my _____ blahs! =x
so i shall happily slack my days off for the time being!
till i decide to do something about it.
hahs.
my computer's gone a little mad.
it wont let me go online.
wasted so many so many hours trying to solve the problem..
wanted to use the dell computer first, but stupid jiangjidan cried cos she doesnt want hp either.
crybaby. always shedding crocodile tears.
whatever la. i on the computer first leh! but jiangjidan refused to let me use.
she sat on my legs and covered my hands and tried signing in.
i refused, she cried. wth.
next time dont help you le lah.
hmph.
summore steal my money!
i asked her where she hid it, she said, "no lor! i very long never steal already lor!"
wth! means she last time keep stealing my money la!
bu da zi zhao..
still keep denying.
O$P$!
next time dont lend you money le!
hahaha.
dont force me to use blood to write on your book again ar!
then dont say i didnt warn you! and stop crying. (x
only want to get me into trouble..
hmph.
and my computer keep having stupid popups. so disgusting. =x
must be jiangjidan! go those bian tai websites! yuck!
hahahahas.

(((:

2006-05-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

yayyayyayyayyayyayyayyayyayyay!!
mye's over!
hahahs
omigoodness! so nervous for results!
*crosses fingers and toes*
ahahahaha
but im still happy!
relieved..
shall continue being happy for-- erm. 4 more days!!
hahaha.
(((:
now so slack..i like!
hahah. for how long more??
gah.
but since when have i ever worked hard?
hahah (x
okay, so jiangjidan is going mad; check check checking all the way..
she's mean. omg how could anyone be so mean?
hahahah. nono she's not mad. she's my "great" sis. yeah. (she forced me to write it..)
cos she helped me! haha yah. thankyou thankyou! (:
must help me again another time!
(x oh and your one hour still on!
hahaha.
ive got lots and lots!
dare make me angry? hehehe!
(x
oh and please return your higher-than-very high-mountain high debt!
hah.
im feeling crazy. smiley-ing my mozzie bites! (x
lalalas.

i love my angel and mortal!<3
((:

going to write letter le..
hahahah. (x

thankyou egg! :D